Not sure what I should put here

It's been 3 months since my last entry. I'm not sure what I should write.

I feel so blank lately. I feel so far behind. Just want to put a quote from Rosie Thomas song, Much Farther To Go:

Everything is new and so unpredictable. I should just kick my heels together and go home. But I'm not sure where that is anymore. Oh how I wish I could go back in time. To the night when I heard my mother cry. She held me in her arms and we talked for some time. And I sang a song her mother sang to her.

I'm so confused I know. I should just kick my heels together and go home. But I lost my way when I lost you. Sometimes I cry when it's late at night. And you're not there to lay next to me. Morning breaks and the sun warms my face. How I wish it was you warming me.